(continued) my parents.... Anyway. Everyone else said "It's okay." or "I feel so bad for you." (NO THEY DON'T.) Do you want to know what he said? He told me: "I'll be there. You can talk to me about it, alright?" He didn't give me that "It's gonna be okay" crap, instead, he just reassured me that I still had something to hang on to... He gave me a reason to fight insanity. If that makes any sense.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm just an illusion, and there's another me in another world, and I'm copying they're exact movements... I also wonder... Are my friends really my friends? I know one of them is, even though he's never admitted it. I call him my best friend (I haven't told him, though) because he was the ONLY ONE that told me the exact words that I wanted to hear during the time when